Sleep is an Inadequate use of Time.


I love my sleep.
A lot.
But As I'm sitting here thinking about the possibility of sleep...
I'm also thinking about just postponing sleep and being productive.

Well, semi-productive.
Like talking to my best friend Hannah who I haven't talked to in forever.
Or deleting all the people that I don't know slash don't like slash creep me out on my FB account.
Or editing my profile so I look like a normal human and not the weirdo I was a year ago when I deleted my FB.

Or I could be real Productive and...
finish my scholarship essays.
Or work on my table for New Beginnings
Or Get ready for School tomorrow.

But on second thought,
I really like my sleep.
So I think I'll just inadequately use my time and sleep.

Love Always,
Ems

Want...

via {here}

I seriously am dying over this print. 
I want it in my room. 
Real bad. 
Go browse her etsy shop- so cute.

That is all.
For now.

Love Always,
Ems

Oh my, A day Late!

I realized a terrible thing just now....

Yesterday was Zachary Xavier Velarde's birthday and

I didn't dedicate a post to him!


Fail much? I think so! So instead of a top 10, he gets a top 18 for three reasons. He turned 18 yesterday and he is number 18 on the soccer team and I missed yesterday so the extra 8 makes up for my utter failure.

Without Further Ado...

The top 18 reasons I like Mr. Zachary Xavier Velarde

1. Let's put the obvious aside, he's stink cute! Look at that picture! {or maybe I just make him look real good... But I'd beg to differ.}

2. Zac will drive my truck for me- always. I hate driving slash am pretty darn terrible at driving so I let him drive my truck whenever he is with me. He definitely drives it off campus everyday- nbd- he can pull of the pink-adorned keys without a problem!

3. I get to pick the golden spoon flavors- always. This is very important even though I pretend I wish he would have some say in it. All he says is, "no cake batter" which is a tad sad because I do love cake batter but, I can compromise.

4. Zac is devoted. This boy goes to church every week for 3 hours on his own! I definitely admire that about him because had I not been raised how I was, I don't think I would be going to church for any amount of hours by myself.

5. You've gotta hear his laugh- it's probably one of the funniest laughs I've ever heard. And he laughs so much! Which is good! Happiness is something I like.... obviously.

6. Zac doesn't quit... especially at cards. Which is most definitely a good thing because we all know I'm the queen o' the card deck...

7. He allows me to live in my own little emmaworld which is good because most people don't {rude}. My world is perfect, afterall, and everyone should live in it. Anybody want to move to emmaland? Our houses are beautiful!

8. Hugs=Zac's best talent. An awesome hug can change your day, don't you agree?

9. Although he doesn't really love playing keeper, he has been playing there all season and has been doing a marvelous job! He is also the one of the captains of the soccer team and I'm sure is amazing at that! {I don't necessarily know since I happen to not be a part of the soccer team...}

10. Zac treats his friends like they are his family. He cares so much about each one of his friends and is always making sure they are ok.

11. Listening is his secret ability. He is probably one of the best listeners I know. Which is very important because I talk... a lot.

12. He loves his mother. It's super sweet and precious.

13. Zac was the first person I saw when I got the news that my grandpa had passed away and he seriously saved me that day. I'll always be grateful that he happened to be walking to his mother's classroom at the same exact moment I was.

14.  Zac will watch chick-flicks. A necessary trait for a boy to be considered awesome.

15. Zac thinks everything I do is cool. Which isn't very hard since everything I do is cool... but I'm pretty sure he's the only one who tells me... even if he's lying.

16. Zac is half-mexican. 'Nuff said, bro.

17. His sense of humor... it's a tad odd at times but anyone who knows him would agree that despite the oddities of it, it's probably one of the best senses of humor around!

18. Zac slow danced with me in an empty street- twice. Yup. He's that amazing.

Well, Zachary, you are a most fabulous person and I have been so blessed to know you! I am so very happy you had such a great birthday and hope that you continue to have many others. :)

Love Always,
Ems

My Poem.

I love this poem so very much. And I admire all poets. I am working on my poetry skills... it's not going so well. So, I instead am going to share this with you. Being a lover of love, it is amazingly romantic and wonderful to me; I do hope you love it as much as I.




Invitation to Love 
BY PAUL LAURENCE DUNBAR


Come when the nights are bright with stars
Or come when the moon is mellow;
Come when the sun his golden bars
Drops on the hay-field yellow.
Come in the twilight soft and gray,
Come in the night or come in the day,
Come, O love, whene’er you may,
And you are welcome, welcome.

You are sweet, O Love, dear Love,
You are soft as the nesting dove.
Come to my heart and bring it to rest
As the bird flies home to its welcome nest.

Come when my heart is full of grief
Or when my heart is merry;
Come with the falling of the leaf
Or with the redd’ning cherry.
Come when the year’s first blossom blows,
Come when the summer gleams and glows,
Come with the winter’s drifting snows,
And you are welcome, welcome.
         ----------

What is your favorite poem?
Love Always,
Ems

Travel.

I love to travel. And I've just decided that I want togo here....
Barcelona, Spain.

Doesn't that sound enchanting?
How about we take a trip,
you and I?
We'll pack light, and just go somewhere,
anywhere, because I want to go,
leave, explore, and get lost.
Please, will you join me?

 (pretty sure this is the Edinburgh Castle... and if so,
 I've been there and felt officially cool finding it on a tumblr today)


Are you coming?

Love Always,
Ems

I'm a terrible secret keeper.

{yes, this picture has nothing to do with my post}

Ok, take that back. It depends on the secret. Important secrets, my lips are sealed. But secrets of excitement? I can hardly keep them. Take for instance my birthday present to Mr. Zachary Velarde. I've almost told him about ten times because I'm just so darn excited to give it to him! Seriously, it's bad.... Moral of the story: If you have an exciting secret that is not super secretive, don't tell me because I'll be too excited and want to share it with the world! All other secrets, I'll take them to my death bed.

That is all.

Love Always,
Ems

Guess what?

I've decided I love a few things.

1. love.


2. books.


3. cuddle movies.


4. Paris.


Yup.

I will post pics/ maybe a video of my awesome weekend trip but I just had to write down some things I love- a lot. That is all.

Love Always,
Ems

Paris and The Gap.

I should be asleep.
Like really...
But I decided to just give up on sleep for the week.

Anyway, I have the most fabulous thing to tell you!
Yesterday, I was talking to my very best friend, Zack.
Now, he is my best friend, and a wonderful guy and so I said, "Will you fake promise to take me to Paris?"
He responded, "I fake promise to take you to the city of love."
And I said, "And I promise it will be the best trip of your life."

So I'm going to Paris.
Someday.
With a fake promise.
Because in my world,
fake promises do come true.

So thank you, Zack,
for making my dreams come true.
Even if you were just kidding.


And here's another fabulous thing:
a compliment from Denton Hatch yesterday directed to me.
It went something like this....

Emma, you look like you just walked out of the Gap.


And my life was complete.

isn't life swell? :)

Love Always,
Ems

Day=Made

Three Things that made my day today include (but are not limited to) the following:

1. My Toro Soccer boys DEMOLISHING Corona Del Sol with my ever favorite keeper, Zac Velarde, making some absolutely spectacular saves! Have I mentioned I love our soccer team?!
Toros for life.

2. Receiving this:

in the mail! Along with a coupon for 20% off my entire purchase! Shopping spree anyone?

3. This quote: 
The family is one of nature's masterpieces. 
-George Santayana


Man oh man. Isn't life just wonderful?! 

Love Always,
Ems

None of my homework is due for two days.....

So I went shopping. I found these:





And I'm in love. I need to go do some retail therapy asap.

So here's a story to share. Today in English, we got a paper that was a clipping from Housekeeping Monthly in 1955. It was entitled, The Good Wife's Guide. It looked like this:

Now, I don't know if you can read it or not, but it's the epitome of the idealistic 1950's house which equals what I want, idealistically, my home to be. Yes, I know marriage isn't a walk in the park and it's not always going to be perfect, but the list above is what I want to be like when I run my own home (minus the lack of husband caring slash true communication). Anyway, when my English teacher opened the floor for discussions, I popped my hand up and said,

"This makes me happy!"

NEVER in my life have I heard such a uproar! I felt like EVERYONE jumped on my back and started attacking me. They all (being the girls in the class) started yelling, "Are you kidding me?!" "This makes me want to vomit!" "How could a husband ever expect that?!" And I thought,

"What in the name if Norma Jean is going on? Isn't a wife supposed to love her husband and adore him and want to make him happy? That's what I want to do- heck! that's what I'm going to do! My home is going to be as happy and well kept as possible! I was meant to be a mother and a nurturer and wife. And I fully intend on it, thank you very much."



I swear all the girls in that class think I have no self-worth at all because A. I'm not a feminist B. I don't plan on having a super serious career and C. I want to please my husband and nurture my children. But let me tell you, I know for a fact who I am, and what I'm supposed to do, and what role I will play in my family. I intend to devote my life to my family with no regrets. It's not that I don't think I can't go out and make a life for myself, it's that I want to make a family for myself. Family will always be the most important thing in life, no matter what, and I am going to keep that value strong in my home, because I know who I am, not because I've been told it's what I have to do.

Anyway, that was my minute of passion that never came out in class.... What do you think about this whole deal? I'd be very interested to know.

Love Always,
Ems

Taunting Me...

Yesterday, I'm driving home, enjoying my 102.5 KNIX country music, right? Right. Singing along, loving it, when all the sudden a song comes on........


"And it's two bare feet on the dashboard
Young love and an old Ford
Cheap shades and a tattoo
And a Yoo-Hoo bottle on the floorboard

Perfect song on the radio
Sing along 'cause it's one we know
It's a smile, it's a kiss
It's a sip of wine, it's summertime
Sweet summertime"


I almost started to cry. REALLY KNIX?! DO YOU THINK IT'S SUMMERTIME?! No, this is what it is.

 Winter. Am I wearing my swimsuit and basking in the sunlight and heat?! No. Instead, I'm sitting here, driving home from SCHOOL in a JACKET. Hi, it's freezing here!{well, Arizona equivalent to freezing which is anything under seventy} I was upset at KNIX so I changed my music to listen to my Weepies cd. {Very fitting since I wanted to weep... haha. I'm so puny}

Rant done.

But can I just tell you how much I adore summer? 

Being an Arizona girl, it's a whole heck of a lot more than most people! Give me a pool, some 100 degree weather, a book, and my tunes, and I'm content for the rest of my life. Yes, the cold has the cuddle advantages and the warm bundle up advantages but it's not that fun when all you own is summer cloths and some coats..... And summer, just has that romantic mood about it. You're out of school, you can have a summer love and run wild with him, you can be a little bit rebellious, and there's no cares! 

I want it to be summer..... Please come faster. And now I really really want a summer love.... that just sounds wonderful. Please, someone volunteer. {and by someone, I mean a boy :)}

Love Always,
Ems



I've found my Soul Mate

In country music. 
Yup, I'm one of those people. 
But let me tell you, 
Tim McGraw?

breath-taking.
And married to Faith Hill for the longest time- LOVE.

Keith Urban?
Heart-melting.
And so in love with Nicole Kidman.
They're adorable.

Lady Antebellum?

what.do.i.even.say?

Anyway, I'm currently in love with these three songs:




and last but not least....

They are my favorite.

That's my music love currently.
Let's go to a country concert together, ok?


Love Always,
Ems
p.s. I do not appreciate the hick country music...
I'm NOT one of those people! 

New Years Eve 2010

Here is a movie  put together of our celebrations from last night! We had tons of fun at Conrad's Bonfire and Pig Roast! I cannot believe that this is my last year of High School... It's really a huge year. But I'm excited. Anyways, the movie!

Love Always,
Ems